Better off...

Things have definitely taken a turn for the best. For a while I thought I was flat lining. But I'm learning to be less of a pessimist. How did I allow myself to even become such a glass half empty kinda girl anyway? I mean, life could be worse and dammit I'm blessed beyond words. Too many times we only look at our own situations without thinking that we are better off than many! I can't wait to reach my full potential. Until then, my glass and I need to just make sure that we have an understanding.

Let go

I need a release. I usually cook an amazing meal, or get an insane tattoo. But right now, I have nothing. That may be why I'm losing my mind!!!! LOL We've all gotta have that way to vent, or release the stresses of a terrible day. Without that we'll implode!!

Kanye West - All Of The Lights ft. Rihanna, Kid Cudi

Runaway

I'm trying to stay encouraged. Every day that goes by I imagine where I could be. However, I have to change my mindset to focus on where I will be. But is it just me, or is it hard to see the future when you are stuck in difficult present time. Why are we so afraid of the future anyway. From childhood, we plan for it, and live for it, but in the back of our minds, we are afraid of where we'll end up. Is it a fear of failure or disappointment or growing up all together? I'll be the first to admit that despite all my plans as a child, this is not the future I wanted. But this is where I am, and I have no other choice. We must be satisfied with the life we have. Whether it's where "God" wants us to be, or where fate has lead us, live for today, and where you'll end up, only time will tell.